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Matt
24 Years Markham, ON Canada |
Another fews days has passed, and I guess i could say i had a pretty good few days. Yes, good old summer is finally here and finally get to see some “hot people in the hot sun.” lol.
Another reason why “Telus Sucks” as written on my cellphone banner: Now, I am charged for my call display. Aiya! Apparently, I have been having call display for free (for almost 2 years) and they recently did an audit of my account to realize this fact. So yes, now I have to pay $29. Sucks ass.
Oh yes. This just in: The Mad-Dog and Billie shananigan lingers on! Now they bump out Bob and Erin on CHFI for the morning show. Wow, talk about no compassion for employees! Bob and Erin have been on for so long, and now we have to listen to MD and Billie in an Adult Contemporary station. What the hell.
On Friday, I went downtown and visited Josh. Hehe, it seemed like we were the only people online that night hehe. But anyways, we went to this cool Bubble Tea place in Chinatown. We had this cool float thingy- no tapioca- it was really good, but expensive at $6.49. Although the Spadina Rail have been completed for a really long time, I really have to give them credit, Chinatown definitely looks really nice with it installed. Brings efficiency, culture, and aethetics to the area. Very nice indeed.
I have noticed the great demographic change in Chinatown, not too much Chinese people. Many seem Vietnamese and Filipino. Perhaps we should just rename it Asiantown. What was funny was that when we were there, a vicious fight broke loose in the place. oooOOOooo, very urban for this suburban kid. Haha, I looked so suburban that day, poeple downtown dress like they’re going to the club! While I’m there with my light blue jeans and graphic T. lol.
You can just tell I’m not a cityfolk.
I treated my dad to dinner on Saturday for Father’s Day; we went to “Sun Fai.” I know what you’re thinking, Matt is so cheap! But the thing is, my dad chose to go there, so I insisted.
[7 hours passed…]
I’m back, I didn’t finish writing me entry so I just left it til I came back. Went to Tim Hortons, watched a bit of TV, had a walk, on the phone, and a bit of Canadian Idol.
It’s hard being in Waterloo. Sometimes I wonder why I chose Waterloo to begin with. Surely, I enjoy what I’m taking and I generally enjoy the UW environment, but my unsteady living patterns is so hard. Really hard. It’s like living two different lives: a Toronto Life and a Waterloo life. It is just my luck sometimes. From sustaining family and personal relationships, to ongoing travelling around in these “two lives.” It’s so hard.
In OAC, I thought to myself, “Man, it’ll be so great to go to Waterloo, with no parents, no nagging, and total freedom.” Although that statement still holds true, it also has a price. Sometimes, I wonder, I still have close to four years like this; the neverending living of two lives— the fact that the likeliness of the merging these two lives is so slim. My intense desire to pull these lives together is not only very frustrating, but miserable. With Coop just shortly around the corner, my situation gets worse. Who knows where I’ll be in January, or September…
In life, problems never seem to end, it seems like there’s really never a time where you can rested and say i have nothing to worry about. Perhaps this is some Matt-curse, i’m not sure. But whatever it is, I really hope to just stay positive— even though at times it’s just so difficult.
tat the rite idea matt...stay positive always
sorry couldn't reply ur icq msg cuz i was sleeping
transfer to york then. :P
don't worry matthew, stick in there, don't concentrate on these times of doubt, look forward, look into the future past these four years, when life will be stable.
yeah i understand your dicotomy...and yes there is never a time that i can feel complete secure with the way i feel or live. cause i have no clue what is going to happen in the future, and right now just sucks. all i can say matt, my friend, your not alone in this endeavour.
different environments, new set of ppl, dymanic atmospheres -- but you'll always 'matt' to me no matter where u are.
matty, you missed your chance, should have came over tonite ; )
hm.. life's tough... concrete is tougher! = P i know that doesn't help u, well now u know not to bang ur head on concrete! hehe..
you know i loooovvvveeee you, and really isn't that all that counts in the end? ; P *muah*
can i ask u whoz that guy...
that chinese one???
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